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have semi-packed my luggage. it's kinda full already although there's still a bundle of laundry i need to pack and more stuff i need to go out and buy today .. think i need to get myself one of those big china bags =p
met up a few days back with melody and fai. went shopping @ mk and went on massive MASSIVE jewellery-shopping-spree cuz all the shit is so0o cheap cheap cheap. i must have like over 20 pairs of earrings. and over 20 necklaces. christ i think i have serious issues. later went drinking w/ fai at lkf. went to some place that seemed like a major tourist attraction..they had their own beer mugs for sale..? and the floor was literally full of peanut shells. weird aS o.O had a cocktail each and decided we'd go check out some other bar. funny thing was, we were onto the next block when the conversation goes like this:
me: hey did we get the bill?
*long pause*
both: shieeet
fai: u know we better go back...
so yeh us being good law-biding citizens decided we'd go back to a bar that let us off w/o paying and actually get the bill. like SERIOUSLY O.M.F.G
had another cocktail at fong~ place where i headed last time w/ hermia & co. and had another cocktail each. guess we were both still kinda sober when we left lkf but we decided to grab a bottle of asahi each before we got on the bus home. bad choice. should've gotten a bottle of water each.
next morning received news of my great grandmother's death from my aunt. think she was at the age of 97 or 98. even my grandmother's not sure how old her mother is. i'm actually quite happy she's dead, cold-hearted as that sounds. but seriously, if you're that age and spend your days in a hospital bed, is life worth living? like your limbs are starting to die already but you're too sick even to have them amputated. you're living off a tube and you can't eat or talk or move. your family has to come in every day to clean you. doesn't death seem more preferable? just to end the suffering for everyone...wishing here that death will be more comfortable for my great grandmother than the last few years of her life had been.
