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so i didn't get in =( the dormitory saga for exchange next year resulted in a so-called "blind lots casting".. i did not get drawn. which means.. no cheap japanese-government subsidised YNU dormitory for me.. daaaaaaaaaaayem!
i know i should probably be more upset than i am..(the other girl who couldn't get in told me she'd been crying all day..) BUT renting outside of university is actually not too bad an option?
on the upside.. + i won't be getting dorm parties distracting me when i'll very much likely be trying to work on my assessments at the last minute? + i should get more privacy than otherwise? + i may get a bigger bed than this (from this previous entry)?? ..i'll probably end up sleeping on the floor like i did when i was back at mina's though.. but hey this time there's a legitimate excuse .. japanese style.. たたみ ma !! + it will DEFINITELY be challenging.. if living by myself for the first time in a foreign country (where i'm still trying to get a full grasp of the language) isn't something that will make me a stronger person, i don't know what will.. + (times a million) there's a place for people to crash over if any of you happen to visit me !!! =D although you may need to end up sleeping in.. the bathtub.. or the pantry.. or something like that =p
renting in Yokohama is actually costing me roughly the same if i were to stay in a dorm in a private university in Japan..
this determination/stubbornness.. of wanting to go to YNU no matter how much it's costing my family.. is it stupid? immature? should i really just consider going to another university, although the only ones left are in the middle of nowhere?
